I'm so thrilled.  Even though I didnt get to go to the prom I got to help my best friend get into her dress.  Which is big but she is beautiful.  Lables are stupid.  Kinda relates to my title.  My titles are different arnt they.  I like to be different and wacky.  YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS..................... WACKY.  I HAVE TRIED IN MY OWN WAY TO BE FREE.  I finished my tryout finally.  and... I made it.  Our director said we where quite she told us.  and I told her that if I opened my mouth I was going to jump up and down.  Im so excited.  I dont know if Ive already posted this poem but if I have youll get over it. 

   The strength for one bird to fly, to overcome the wind.
        Is a little more that we will know but somehow the bird still wins.  
            We like the bird have a fight to overcome the wind.  
                  We dont have the strength or will of a bird to soar above the clouds.  
                           We need the help of others to do what we can not do, but we try to do it ourselves.
                                  We need to push away the wind so we have room to soar.                             
                                          Way up high is where a bird can fly free.  
                                                         But the wind holds everyone bown below.                    
                                                                  You're the only one thats free.  

THERE WAS THAT LAW OF LIFE, SO CRUEL AND SO JUST, THAT ONE MUST GROW OR ELSE PAY MORE FOR REMAINING THE SAME.  I love this quote.  O my goodness.  This is may favorite quote of all time.  It was said by Nordman Miller.  I will explain later in another post.  Lyndsey