Amy and Chuck:  Guys you have to make this fun and easy or it wont be. Make the best of it.  You are just going to get better.  Me to Brittany:  Yes it is fun to perish. You have to always try to look at the positive stuff or youll get over loaded with the bad stuff.  Maybe I should take some of my old advice mixed with other peoples advice.  You never know who will be enspired or uplifted by the way you handel life. 

I was so unique
Now I feel skin deep
I count on the make-up to cover it all
Crying myself to sleep cause I cannot keep their attention
I thought I could be strong
But it's killing me

Does someone hear my cry?
I'm dying for new life

Just to let you know Im not brave at all.  And I dont like being around a lot of people. That is all.

Random Fact:  A hummingbird weighs less than a penny.