Well I'm still looking.

I'm under a lot of pressure.

I don't really know what to do

Others are looking for me for strength

And I have none

I am dazed and confused

Wow it feels like marching season has been going on forever.  Thats pretty much all I do band and drama.  I am never at home.  For those of you that don't know I am the Tech. Director for Nettleton Fall Production All I really need to know I learned in kindergarten.  I only have 2 performances for band left which makes me kind of sad, but I am really excited about concert season.  We where at Walmart raising money for the Drumline.  They need drum stands for the stands.  We had a lot of fun even though it was like 40 degrees and raining.  The guys on the drum line are crazy.  Especially Addy, Kale, and Ben.  But they complement each other with their craziness.  At least they don't make my life boring.  We have won the last two marching contest in our division.  And now I'm just rambling on and on.  Aw I have been sick for the past couple of days.  Fever, fatigue, head ache, sore throat.  That kind of stuff.  Two of my friends have mono.  I don't think I have that but you never know.  The girls on the twirling line are some of the coolest girls ever.  Well Ill talk to some of you soon.  That is all.  You can stop reading.  NO Stop Reading. 

The problem is not the problem.  The problem is your attitude about the problem.  Sometimes when we get frustrated we only think about the negative even if the positive stuff is staring you in the face.  Ive been invited to an 8 year olds birthday party.  Yeah.  But Im still going because even though she is about 1/2 my age we are still great friends.  Those girls are some of my best friends.  I dont care that their younger than me.  Im leaving for majorette camp in a little over a week.  Its going to be really hot outside.  Yuck.  Thats it.

Long title isn't it.  Little piece of advice.  Its all in the tilte.  I am really tired and soar. well thats all.

Amy and Chuck:  Guys you have to make this fun and easy or it wont be. Make the best of it.  You are just going to get better.  Me to Brittany:  Yes it is fun to perish. You have to always try to look at the positive stuff or youll get over loaded with the bad stuff.  Maybe I should take some of my old advice mixed with other peoples advice.  You never know who will be enspired or uplifted by the way you handel life. 

I was so unique
Now I feel skin deep
I count on the make-up to cover it all
Crying myself to sleep cause I cannot keep their attention
I thought I could be strong
But it's killing me

Does someone hear my cry?
I'm dying for new life

Just to let you know Im not brave at all.  And I dont like being around a lot of people. That is all.

Random Fact:  A hummingbird weighs less than a penny.

Ok someone has defiled my tag board.  First of all you can tell because I have been signing my name LynTin not Lyndsey.  Second I would never put a curse word on my blog.  Third I dont use charaters that much.  And Forth when these where posted I was at work.  So who ever this is you are stupid.  And I hope you guys read this and not my tag board.  Who every did it I am very discusted and I would take it off but Im not good with computers.  I am mad.  Please who ever did it grow up and stop. ~*~*~*~*~*~*Lyndsey~*~*~*~*~*~*

Well Ive had a better week so far.  And Its Friday.  Yeah.  3 more days of school left.  My last test is today, math, it should be easy.  I've been working really hard this year to bring my math grade up.  Now I have and A in all my classes.  I'm my FBLA chapters new secretary.  Of cource there was no one else running for that office but you dont know that(well now you do)  We had our band banquet last night and every one was crying it was a sad and happy time.  We where all laughing at the pictures on the slide show.  Some people are staying but others are going out of state for colledge.  My band director has cried every day this week.  Im going to miss them but they promised they would come back.  Aw yes all the gymnastics training is making me stronger.  Yes I am all muscle.  I have been very tired lately.  Very Tired.  Thats why I wasnt at church wednesday.  Well I will add more to this post when I get the time.  Love you all.  Lyndsey

I hate people.  People are stupid.  I dont want to talk to people.  Or be around people.  My hand hurts.  I'm tired and this is just stupid.  Like I said if you cross me I'll probably just make fun of you.  I HATE PEOPLE.................

Today was the most of the seniors last day.  I am sad.  A lot of my friends were crying.  I cant be around emotional people.  Its 2 weeks till graduation.  Most of my friends are seniors and some of them Ill never see them again.  So I cant be sad yet. ...

Life isn't fair, It's just fairer than death, that's all. 

I'm so thrilled.  Even though I didnt get to go to the prom I got to help my best friend get into her dress.  Which is big but she is beautiful.  Lables are stupid.  Kinda relates to my title.  My titles are different arnt they.  I like to be different and wacky.  YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS..................... WACKY.  I HAVE TRIED IN MY OWN WAY TO BE FREE.  I finished my tryout finally.  and... I made it.  Our director said we where quite she told us.  and I told her that if I opened my mouth I was going to jump up and down.  Im so excited.  I dont know if Ive already posted this poem but if I have youll get over it. 

   The strength for one bird to fly, to overcome the wind.
        Is a little more that we will know but somehow the bird still wins.  
            We like the bird have a fight to overcome the wind.  
                  We dont have the strength or will of a bird to soar above the clouds.  
                           We need the help of others to do what we can not do, but we try to do it ourselves.
                                  We need to push away the wind so we have room to soar.                             
                                          Way up high is where a bird can fly free.  
                                                         But the wind holds everyone bown below.                    
                                                                  You're the only one thats free.  

THERE WAS THAT LAW OF LIFE, SO CRUEL AND SO JUST, THAT ONE MUST GROW OR ELSE PAY MORE FOR REMAINING THE SAME.  I love this quote.  O my goodness.  This is may favorite quote of all time.  It was said by Nordman Miller.  I will explain later in another post.  Lyndsey

 

 

This is a quote form winston chruchill.  I think it is appropriate. I wish I didnt know.  Life continued when I didn't know and now that I know it continues anyway.    Im mad and upset.  Once again guys are stupid but you cant forget about them.